November 10, 2004
No More Medicine!
Okay still havent slept good, i got dressed last night at around eleven and was getting ready to go to the E.R. i couldn't handle the pain anymore....this is the worst pain ever in my life!Its horrible, im bitchy, and mad because im never comfortable...yeah so my mom was like here take some more tylenol...then she kinda freaked when i told her ive already taken fifteen today and it isnt doing shit....
she finally realized i was in pain!... then she pulls out this bottle of pills her doctor gave her when she had back surgery...wow....and she made me promise her that i wont tell my doctor....but yea finally at around two in the morning i had fallen asleep...
so i woke up called my doctor he told me to come in at nine thirty so i did....and the nurse had a look at it and she was like....ohhhh you poor thing....god bless your heart...that must be horrible...well no fucking shit lady...do i look like im having the time of my life to you...i love that nurse...shes the best...
Turns out its an infected gland...yup! Hurts like a bitch!...i asked him how do they get infected and he said its just one of those things...like how did you catch the flu...no one knows its just there...and he said if the "very powerful" antibiotics dont help within the next week...then they are going to do a blood test to see if it has turned into a staph infection....mother fucker...just what i need...
But thats wasnt the end of it just yet...he put on some gloves..and wanted to "squeeze" and see if anything would surface....OH MAN!... he said it didnt look like it was ready...no shit...i couldve told you that...but NOOOOOOOOOOO... he still had to push and squeeze around and i was fucking screaming! and looking the other way...and he goes..."OH ITS REALLY REALLY TENDER" ....YA THINK?!?!?!? SO finally after squirming around on the bed he gave up and gave me a prescription and i was on my way.....
Now im at home...still cant move my damn arm...and now im up to taking 13 pills a day!!!!! (thats not counting all the tylenol im taking)!!!!! i swear one of these days im just going to flop over...cuz the doctors are going to give me the wrong medicine and its going to mix with the wrong thing...and poof....ill turn into dust...well not really...but hell wouldnt you think that if you were taking 1,185mg of different shit into your mouth.
Anyways though...thats about it for now...im happy lakers won last night....but the clippers are one game ahead of us in standings...what the hell is that bullshit...okay i know theres only like four games into the season but still....
until next time....
Wearing: manteca high pe shorts and tank top
Weather: Sunny but cool
Hearing: Montgomery Gentry- You Do Your Thing
Feeling: The pain and discomfort my arm is causing me!
1:07 PM 
by lynda